Refrain from eating a lot

I have written in my previous post that if given a chance,I would like to have the same body as the sexy woman we saw in the café.And I am sure many women would love to have her body as well.Though I succeeded to lose some weight,I am gaining it all again.I am bloating again now :( If I continue to gain more weight,I might consider taking safe weight loss pills.I don't want to big again.I said it over and over again and yet I don't take it seriously.I should have listened to my husband to refrain eating a lot of sweet,fatty and oily foods.